How could I know that one day after my last post I would meet the guy I thought was THE ONE?

And I kept on thinking it until last week.

We lived a fairy tail life... I loved him like no-one else, ever. And he loved me. I thought I was so lucky to finally have found him, that I failed to see the things that were not right... and that would end up by having me here. Broken hearted again.

I still think he could have been the one. That we could live happy... with issues every couple has... but that we would be ok.

And now I'm so sad. That's all I can think of. And I am sad. Sad cause I know it's really over. He can't unsay what he said. It's absurd and it can't be fixed.

I don't want it to be fixed... I just don't know how not to be sad. How to move on. 

I know it's been only a week.... that life will go on and that I will be happy again. But right now... right now it's hard.

Hard to let go... even if I know he didn't want to stay...

Adding my dramatic part... "I could have loved him forever".