I did it again and it was great !!!! hehehehe
What can I do? I couldn't resist and sent Snow a message while I was in class yesterday morning. Just a "Bonjour ..." texto and he sent me a naughty answer back. We kept going for a few messages and obviously I couldn't pay any attention to the teacher. His last message was: "Pick me up at ten" ... and I did. ;) Being with him is wonderful!!! Just thinking of him makes me hot ... His kiss is the best!!! and I am afraid I'll never feel this way about anyone else sexualy speaking. I know it'a an ilusion ... probably it wouldn't be so hot if we were married to each other and had a routine and if "we" wasn't forbidden ... or would it? I keep thinking that it's wrong but honestly I don't wanna be without him! He pleases me ... and the idea of being apart ... afff ... Let's see where it goes. It is fine by me as it is and I have only to hope I don't fall in love with him. I don't wanna think about this now ... I just hope no one gets hurt. Am I too delusional? Sera que to viajando???
Se to com ele, nao esquento a cabeça ... so o resto ... hehehe Falando sério. Je ne suis pas attiré par autre personne ... je n'ai pas envie de faire l'amour avec quel'un d'autre. Mais ... j'ai parlé a mon Friend l'autre jour et ella m'a dit qu'on peut pas forcé une situation ... quando a gente ta afim de alguém não liga se ele é grude, se manda um monte de recadinhos. A gente quer ficar junto e pronto. E é verdade! Eu sei disso ... mas queria poder gostar de verdade de alguém que também gostasse de mim. Todo mundo quer, pq é tao dificil???
To falando disso pq falei com o "carinha novo" today again ... queria dar uma chance pra ele .... mas ao mesmo tempo não tenho a menor vontade de que ele me beije ... quanto mais outras coisas. Mas minha TPM ta passando e, quem sabe ...
Ahhh other thing that I discussed with my Friend ... about me being interested in the Italian. She also knows him, and her brother is his friend for a looong time too. She was pretty honest and told me to forget about it! :D She said he's not interested in being with anyone, that he will be an eternal boy ... That's what I love about my Friend ... she has the power to make me see things ... she helps clear my mind. I looove her !!!! It's a pitty that she lives far from me now ... and that we can't talk and see each other very often.... I think taht now I'll be able to get over him for good!
Well, she'll be here next weekend and a gente vai colocar as fofocas em dia!!!! ebbaaaa
C'est ça ...